Well, today is the last day of my first Trimester. I'll be at 14 weeks tomorrow. It's kind of weird to think that this whole experience is 1/3 of the way over. It seems like yesterday that I was running into the living room screaming that I had a positive pregnancy test. Bizarre!
Well, I won't say that the past few months have been easy. Morning sickness is a Bitch. I'm still pretty tired all of the time, but it seems to be passing like the morning sickness. I just WISH that morning sickness would stick to the morning! I was nauseated all day long and I ended up losing about 8-10lbs in the past few months. (But everyone says that is normal for some people, so don't worry about me!)
Moving has been put on hold. We found my dream apartment out in Chino, but we decided it was too far. We may just end up moving to a 2 bedroom in our current complex, but I'm not sure. Parking really sucks here.
I'm still pretty emotional right now. I'm watching Phantom of the Opera and I ALWAYS bawl my eyes out at the end. Little things set me off and I cry for no reason, or sometimes I have a good reason, like the fact that I miss people who are no longer in my life. I've kept a few great friends, but I've lost many more friends and family than I care to think about. I mean like my aunt. She died close to 3 years ago, but she was like my mom, so that fact that she isn't here for any of this kind of kills me. And friend's that I can't be friends with anymore because of past histories is really getting to me as well. I've had to see a therapist to help me work through my abandonment issues and my marriage with Matt. It's along, hard, emotional road, but we're having a baby. It's the right thing to do.
But enough about all that. Cheers to the 2nd trimester and hopefully it will be better than the first!
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